“Great simplicity is only won by an intense moment or by years of intelligent effort, or by both. It represents one of the most arduous conquests of the human spirit: the triumph of feeling and thought over the natural sin of language.”
~T. S. Eliot
I am trying a little experiment today. If you'd care to join me in it open a new window in your menu bar and open:
Coyote
in the new window. Squeeze the new window to the video width, let it buffer if needed and put it to the left of the screen. Then squeeze the original window a bit until they are both side by side. You may need to shrink the font a bit if you are using a laptop. Scroll along with the lyrics and my commentary.
Start the video and begin...
This song by Joni Mitchell is from the time she spent with Dylan's Rolling Thunder Revue and deals with a sexual encounter she had with Sam Shepard (the writer, actor and musician), and how differences in their respective lives made it impossible to continue the relationship:
Verse 1
No regrets Coyote...
The affair is over, yet she feels compelled to revisit it...
We just come from such different sets of circumstance
I’m up all night in the studios
And you're up early on your ranch
... in Nova Scotia, near the Bay of Fundy
You’ll be brushing out a brood mare's tail
While the sun is ascending
And I’ll just be getting home with my reel to reel...
Joni defines their mutual attraction...
There's no comprehending
Just how close to the bone and the skin and the eyes
And the lips you can get
And still feel so alone
And still feel related
Like stations in some relay
Joni sees integrity in Sam's passion (wishful thinking?):
You’re not a hit and run driver, no, no
Racing away
… but of herself, she has a more realistic view:
You just picked up a hitcher
A prisoner of the white lines on the freeway
Verse 2
We saw a farmhouse burning down
In the middle of nowhere
In the middle of the night
And we rolled right past that tragedy
The farmhouse = Joni and Sam's past life?
Till we pulled into some road house lights
Where a local band was playing
Locals were up kicking and shaking on the floor
And the next thing I know
Seduction begins:
That Coyote’s at my door
He pins me in a corner and he won't take “No!”
… but Joni is enjoying this immensely!
He drags me out on the dance floor
And we’re dancing close and slow
“ and she knows exactly what she’s getting into:
Now he's got a woman at home
He’s got another woman down the hall
Smiling, at the moment of conquest…
He seems to want me anyway…
Sam, speaking through Joni's voice:
“Why’d you have to get so drunk and
Lead me on that way?”
Joni answers:
You just picked up a hitcher
A prisoner of the white lines on the freeway
Verse 3
Joni conflates their situation with the natural world, placing it in her personal experience:
I looked a Coyote right in the face
On the road to Baljennie near my old home town
He went running through the whisker wheat
Chasing some prize down
And a hawk was playing with him
Coyote was jumping straight up and making passes
He had those same eyes - just like yours
Under your dark glasses
... then puts his in the context of the current situation:
Privately probing the public rooms
And peeking through keyholes in numbered doors
Where the players lick their wounds
And take their temporary lovers
And their pills and powders to get them through this passion play
Joni won’t commit:
No regrets, Coyote...
I just get off up aways
You just picked up a hitcher
A prisoner of the white lines on the freeway
Verse 4
No illusions the morning after:
Coyote’s in the coffee shop
He's staring a hole in his scrambled eggs
He picks up my scent on his fingers
While he’s watching the waitresses' legs
Sam is suffering from being away from his roots:
He’s too far from the Bay of Fundy
Appaloosas and Eagles and tides
The air conditioned cubicles
And the carbon ribbon rides
Are spelling it out so clear
Either he’s going to have to stand and fight
Or take off out of here
Still, Joni can't deny the power of his charm:
I tried to run away myself
To run away and wrestle with my ego
And with this flame
You put here in this Eskimo
Reestablishes her distance by defining herself:
In this hitcher
and finally achieves her moment of great simplicity:
In this prisoner
Of the fine white lines
Of the white lines
On the free, free way
Realizing that the need for independence defines her, Joni can let the relationship go. She fades out in the distance, going alone on her own “free” way…