i'll just wait and watch

It was like sawdust, the unhappiness: it infiltrated everything, everything was a problem, everything made her cry - school, homework, boyfriends, the future, the lack of future, the uncertainty of future, fear of future, fear in general - but it was so hard to say exactly what the problem was in the first place.   -Melanie Thernstrom, The Dead Girl

I don't ever want to become the girl I once was. Because she was the one that could relate to this.

And I don't want it. Anymore.


~RS
March, 2005
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